~xAKaTOx

Well not really, my computer kinda took a crap on me and died. OH NOES.

BUT I BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF IT AND FICKSED IT.

I've been drawing alot! Just sketches and whatnots on notes and everything. Lol. XD

Gonna scan them in soon... Once I find out where my USB cables went... Hmmm.


Been playing quite alot on XboxLive... Ask me for my GamerTag if you've got a 360. :3

GTA IV Multiplayer is the secks. Lol.

Anyway. I'll be heading to Cancun in 2-3 weeks with my fam-bam in San Francisco. Gonna visit good 'ole J-town whilst I'm there.
Then yeah, Cancun.

Ughhhh. 2 weeks. Mikaaaaal. D:

AND THEN! THERE'S AX!

Not gonna do Artists Alley this year. I decided not to, since being with people I hardly ever see is more of a top priority to me. COZ I'M GOING TO BE CHILLIN' LIKE A VILLAIN, with my peeps of course.

And the AXFU Group, jigga fo sho. XD

Yeaaaah, this summer is gonna be pretty pipe. XD

I'm still alive, just not posting.

School started a few weeks ago. Karate started up again, the snowbirds are flying in soon so I'll probably be caught up at work too...
BUT THE MONIES WILL BE ROLLING IN! >:B

And, I've been doing a lot of abdominal exercises, I need to have HOT SEXY ABS, if I want to cosplay Sai.
Why, you ask?

Cuz I'm cool and do whatever I want and I'll post a before and after picture. 'kay?

Oh, my guild is starting up an RO server, you should all check it out and play.
Hahaaa.

I might stop playing after I feel like I've gained all I felt like I needed to gain.

Halloween's coming up!
Anyone gonna dress up?

So! I was watching some S.K.I.N videos and I felt sad and empty again, because that's how epic that damn concert was. NO ENCORE WHATTHEFUCK.

But it was worth it. Every hour of every day that I was glued to that computer to get the tickets. Completely worth it.

Ahhh, Yoshiki and your mad drum raping skills. Gets me all teary eyed when I think about it, and that whole piano duet and everyone else pulling out a classical/traditional instrument? Blows my mind.

Can't wait for the CD.

ANNNND... I'm going to go an ENTIRE WEEK, with no Karate.
This upsets me...

SIGH.
Guess it's time to hit the gym.

Or get a punching bag. Something for me to focus all my negative energies on so I don't become a serial killer.

I've got a whirlpool of drawing ideas, but I just can't seem to grasp one and actually stick to it.
This is why I need a team to work with so I can actually GET SHIT DONE.
This weekend's been shitty since everyone I've dealt with this far HAS NOT LEFT A REASONABLE TIP.
And those bitches want me to smile? FUCK THEM FUCK FUCK FUCK.
MOTHERFUCKINGSNOBSI'MGOINGTOSTABTHEMINTHEJUGULARANDPUNCHTHEM INTHEEARUNTILTHEYCANSINGTHEELEPHANTLOVEM EDLEYBACKWARDS.

I want a pet so I can think happier thoughts.
I want someone to hold me. ;-;

Lol, god fucking pathetic.

So how's everyone doing?

CURRENT!:

RED Naruto minicomic. [Paused/screentoning program's being a ho.]
AC: Characters2007-08[In Progress.]
AC: Comic(?)[Depends if I have inspiration or not.]

Yah, I'm lazy.

YAY SCHOOL STARTS SOON. JOY!

The Rules:
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. I hate you.
2. I hate asshats
3. I think girls are hotter than guys.
4. I hate my job and the people I put up with, I will shoot them one day because I hate them.
5. I hate materialistic people.
6. I hate too much.



I don't want to tagg anyoneeeeee. D:.

Yeeeeee.

My poor cousin... I felt so horrible when he called me and started to sob over the phone.
After learning that his two beloved dogs have been killed by his psychotic uncle who got ahold of the dogs, a day after my cousin left CA to come back to AZ.

I was so close to breaking down and crying with him too, but someone needed to be strong.

Even though all I really said was,"It's okay."

I felt so useless, because I knew it wasn't okay.
I knew it was killing my cousin on the inside, and he blamed himself for countless reasons.

I didn't know what to say or how to react.
I couldn't even console my own family. But I tried to bring him back to his senses before he had 20 gang members out for his uncle.

I hope it worked.

It's so sad to hear that kind of stuff, especially when I know my cousin's parents are divorced, he doesn't want to live with his dad because he's abusive as fuck, and his mom is almost two states away. And really, those dogs were the closest family that he had.

I'd be so heart broken if I learned someone or something so precious and irreplaceable to me was ripped away just like that.

It was just so heart wrenching to listen to my cousin cry and for me to remember the past with this dog. I helped raise it when it was a tiny pup, and now it's just.

Gone.

Sometimes I wonder what is it, that makes us humans to be so cruel, not just to animals, but to each other.

Bah, this world is leading itself to it's own demise.

RIP to Cupcake.
The little dog that had made my cousin more responsible and mature.
Where ever you are now, I hope it's much better than the hell we live in.

- Kuro.